Sa wakas, por ultima, at last...
I am done.
I decided to create this blog, para once and for all, I have somewhere to vent out my saloobins. At the age of 26, at risk na ako sa Heart Attack kaya hindi na pwede ang magkimkim ng sama ng loob. Don't get me wrong though, but I am not afraid of dying, most people around me know that. I would even tell people close to me that I am not planning on living long. My ideal dying age is 36 (Ten years na lang pala). I guess the reason why I am afraid of Heart Attack is that it might be painful. I can only imagine how an attack to the Heart can hurt, yun ngang mabasag siya, sobrang nakakamatay na.
Emo.
I am a Christian, and I am Gay. Two contrasting ideas, but exist in one platform. My soul is accountable to Christ, as my Body is accountable to my Homosexuality. Two different dimensions, one vessel. Its like two wires wrapped in a single rubber chord.
Galatians 5:17 says "For what our human nature wants is opposed to what our spirit wants, and what our spirit wants is opposed to what our human nature wants. These two are enemies, and it means that you cannot do what you want to do"
Do not worry, this blog is not to be written to persuade you to go to church by throwing Bible verses at you.
IN FACT, this blog is more about everything. After some time this will be radical, funny, preachy, pornographic, gruesome, truthful, friendly, blatant, rebellious, sympathetic, and all.
Well, I don't know how bloggers start write their first blog, since most of the bloggers I follow, I don't bother reading the older posts. I just want to start this by writing that, I am eZi, a leftist living to be righteous but always fall to sin...
"You are the most wonderful in my life. I can't imagine me without You. I know I am terribly helpless if not by Your side. I could live without food for weeks, without water for days, without air for minutes. Yet a second without You means perish for me."
- easy sinner (July, 2006)
